Awwwwwwww~ guys... i'm near by despair... ;0;

After some troubel and problems i got my flight to Japan in summer and one of my targets is to see some lives of my favourit bands.
For example it's one of my biggest dreams to go to the 10the Anniversary of D'espairsRay, but - only hell knows why - the date for it is postponed now...
Further i want to see the DIM-Scene Tourfinal of the GazettE. But it's also very difficult to get some tickets for it. Further i heard something about tickets will be drawn... Is it truth!? And is it possible to get tickets for this event even if one isn't in the Heresy FC?
Why it's so difficult for people from oversea to visit a Live there?? But on the other hand i've read many reports from foreigners about VK/J-Rock concerts in Japan.
Therefore i wanted to know where i could order tickets for a concert... or... if someone would help me to order tickets (ideally someone who is in Japan at the moment).


...awww~ it's so stressful T.T



I'd be so greatful for any possibilitiy and any infromation!!

Thank you a lot in advance for all of your help! =3
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NOOOOOOOOOOOO~ Dx i was tagged by
…so i’ll do it x3~

1. Must answer all questions.
2. Be honest.
3. Tag 6 other people.

NAME: …you can see it on the top of the page ô.ô
BIRTHDAY: 10th August
BIRTHPLACE: Berlin, Germany
CURRENT LOCATION: sadly near Berlin ;_;
EYE COLOUR: blue-grey-green-yellow
HAIR COLOUR: ahm… o.o nature: dark blonde …but now: a kind of shiny blonde with red reflexes xD
HEIGHT: 1,69m
L/R HANDED: right
THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: beautiful black leather boots with laces *-*
YOUR WEAKNESS: Karyu~ >///<
YOUR PERFECT PIZZA: i don’t eat pizza very often… but hawaii is very tasty
SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: single
GOAL TO ACHIEVE THIS YEAR: (next year too) get my a-level
YOUR MOST OVERUSED PHRASE ON AN INSTANT MESSENGER: maybe… ‘I’m busy!’
YOUR BEDTIME: nearly midnight <_<
YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: i don't remember
PEPSI OR COKE: neiter… nor… i don’t like them
McDONALDS OR BURGERKING: Mäces xD
LIPTON ICE TEA OR NESTEA: both
CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: c.h.o.c.o.l.a.t.e. *~*
CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: they aren’t tasty for me ~.~
DO YOU SMOKE: no, i never did
DO YOU SWEAR: sometimes… but seldom… only if i get REALLY angry
DO YOU SING: …very mad
DO YOU SHOWER DAILY: i haven’t so much time xD …every second day
HAVE YOU BEEN IN LOVE: maybe… i’m not really sure <///<
DO YOU WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: i’m going to college now xD (hope i’ll finish it next year)
DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: …hm… maybe, if the right one will come…
DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF: XD it depends… but mostly not really…
DO YOU GET MOTION SICKNESS: nope
ARE YOU A HEALTH FREAK: no, i haven’t time to be care abaout it xD
DO YOU LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: YES~ *-*
DO YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: …a bit of keyboard/piano

In the past month have you

1. DRUNK ALCHOHOL: yes
2. SMOKED: no
3. BEEN ON DRUGS: omg hell, no!!!
4. GONE TO A MALL: no
5. EATEN A BOX OF OREOS: no, sadly i haven’t any… but i want them Dx
6. EATEN SUSHI: YESSSSSSSSSS~ *~*
7. BEEN ON STAGE: nooo, and i’m happy about it xD
8. BEEN DUMPED: ahm… does climbing into bed also counted?
DO YOU WORK: oO …at drawings… (?)

IN A BOY: WTF!? I’m not a surgeon O_O

(does this belong to the fav-boytype?)
FAVORITE EYE COLOUR: the colour doesn’t matter …i love eyes
FAVORITE HAIR COLOUR: egual
SHORT OR LONG HAIR: depends in which way the hair is cutted x3l
WEIGHT: lanky
BEST CLOTHING STYLE: i like this one very much *-* L I N K stylish~!!!
NUMBER OF CDS I OWN: Should i really count it!? xD
NUMBER OF PIERCINGS: 5
NUMBER OF TATTOOS: nope …but maybe…
THINGS IN MY PAST I REGRET: …some things…

Yaiiiiiiii~ and now i tagg x3:

I'm tagged by
This is a tagging-game... and i haven't any clue about it^^'
...but i'll try my best XD

Take three songs to describe youself!
Link them to your journal so that everybody can listen/watch them.
(To make it more lively you can take the clips from e.g. youtube)
Sounds like fun? Yay!
Copy the text blah, you know the common shit already ^^

Here wo go


[link]
This is a song, it makes me feel good and strong.
It is nice to push myself up and sometimes i can let off steam.
I thing it suites me very well, because in many things i'm very selfish... it is a very nice song for my ego^^

[link]
I like this song so much XD
...it is a german song, but it has so much of ironic and on the other side it tells the truth.
It is about "we must want". Okay, it's a bit difficult to explain because it is nearly a philosophic topic... But i like the song caus you have to thing a lot about the text - it is a very intelligent text.
Anyway i think it suites me because sometimes i'm a bit lazy^^'

[link]
I love this song...
I thing... love is very important in our life... but also to say "Good Bye"...
Often in my short life i had to say good bye to many people who were very important for me... i lost them - this was very hard for me and it is also hard for everyone.
But i think on the other hand, it makes us stronger. We souhldn't see only the bad sides of losing. I thing we should see the good sides, too - we should draw new strenght for new things.
This song remembers me of all thees things and so i can let go easier.



now i tagg~




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